電話

 今天打了一通電話給大阿姨，

一開始是舅舅接的, 跟他問好後又聽他抱怨阿姨的狀況，

他認為阿姨在裝病。

但我認為阿姨是真的病了。

因為她這幾個月都沒有主動打給我了。

我跟阿姨說，我工作順利，也有在運動，一切都好。

要她好好吃飯，有什麼要幫忙的要打給我。

聽到她有氣無力的聲音，真的很難過。

我說不出希望她早日康復這種話，

因為可能永遠好不了，

但希望她沒有其他病痛，

活得快樂一點。

Daughtry - Over You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADQ9CAavPY4&ab_channel=Daughtry

 Now that it's all said and done

I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down

Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath

I fell too far, was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming

I should've started running a long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

Now, I'm picking up the pieces

And spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls

Dragged the memories down the hall

Packed your bags and walked away

There was nothing I could say

And when you slammed the front door shut

A lot of others opened up

So did my eyes, so I could see

That you never were the best for me

Well, I never saw it coming

I should've started running a long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

Now, I'm picking up the pieces

And spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

Well, I never saw it coming

I should've started running a long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

Well, I never saw it coming

I should've started running a long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

Now, I'm picking up the pieces

And spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together (oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh, yeah)

I'm putting my heart back together (oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh, yeah)

'Cause I got over you (oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh, yeah)

'Cause I got over you (oh, ooh-oh-oh)

I got over you

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

夢

 這部<再見機器人>應該是我近年來看過最有深度的動畫電影吧。

影片講述一隻狗與一個機器人相遇與分別的故事。

全片沒有一句台詞，卻用角色的表情、動作、聲音完美的表達角色內心的情感與想法。

故事利用"夢"去牽引出角色的情緒。

機器人做了三場夢:

1. 迷惘: "我真的和他分開了嗎? 跨過這柵欄就可以回到以前的生活了不是嗎?"

2. 恐懼: "自己是不是真的被拋棄了?"

3. 美好的未來: "想像未來的生活必會多采多姿，卻沒發現連那樣的想像都還有對方的影子"

狗狗也做了一場夢，夢見一個雪人。

雪人的行為看似代表著更好的自己的投射，夢醒之際才發現雪人只是象徵過往和機器人的相處。

而夢終究會醒，狗狗和機器人都各自遇到了新的另一半，

或許在某個時刻，聽到某首歌，兩人都會想起和對方相處的美好時光。

那時，就帶著這個遺憾，微笑著去過更好的生活吧。

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gopZu274Sc&ab_channel=PurpleLight11

舞

今天是聖誕節。

又是路邊的情侶變得異常刺眼的日子。

突然想起前女友G，

那年的耶誕舞會我找她跳舞，

華爾滋的音樂搭配昏暗的燈光，

跳完那支舞。

還滿開心的。

現在覺得跳舞真的是很有情趣的事。

兩個人很有默契地完成一件事，

很奇妙的感覺。

雖然今天冷得要死，但健身房人卻超多。

祝福大家聖誕快樂。

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Paris Hilton - Stars Are Blind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mC4y5_Nstyw&ab_channel=NHSoulTune

I don't mind spending some time

我不介意多花點時間

Just hanging here with you

在這和你纏綿

Cuz I don't find too many guys

因為沒有多少男孩

That treat me like you do

給我這樣前所未有的感覺

Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride

那些攪和ㄎㄚ只想戴我開車兜風

But when I walk their talk is suicide

散步的時候淨說一些屁話在吹牛

Some people never get beyond their stupid pride

有些人就是不肯脫下那愚蠢的面具

But you can see the real me inside

但你卻完全看透了我的內心

And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

所以我覺得一切好滿足阿

****

Even though the gods are crazy

就算上帝也瘋狂

Even though the stars are blind

就算星星都醉了

If you show me real love baby

只要你給我最真的愛

I'll show you mine

我會拿出我的來交換

I can make you nice and naughty

溫柔像家貓，狂野如野貓

Be the devil and angel too

性感時是魔鬼，純情時變天使

Got a heart and soul and body

內外兼具還有撩人的身體

Let's see what this love can do

我們的愛會有多轟烈

Baby i'm perfect for you

也許我就是你的完美情人

***

I could be your confidante

我可以是你的紅粉知已

Just one of your girlfriends

或是你的玩伴之一

But I know that love's what you want

不過我知道那不是你想要的方式

If tomorrow the world ends

如果明天就是世界末日

Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?

真愛難尋，為什麼我們不能相愛在一起?

Now tell me who have you been dreaming of

現在就告訴我你的夢中情人是誰?

I and I alone, oh no, ohh

孤伶伶的我好寂寞

Excuse me for feeling

請容許我好好的沉溺一下

This moment is critical

這一刻的感覺真是不可言喻

Might be we feeling

難道這就是所謂的真情流露嗎

It could get physical, oh no, no no

那心動不如馬上行動吧

Pieces

Avril lavigne - Fall to pieces

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfcuPzCDzas&ab_channel=AvrilLavigne-Topic

(翻譯轉自https://www.music-cool.tw/2013/02/avril-lavigne-fall-to-pieces.html)

 I looked away, then i looked back at you.

我轉過身去，回首找尋你的背影
You tried to say, things that you can't undo.
你似乎想說，那一些你無法改變的過去
If i had my way, i'd never get over you.
如果我放縱我的意志，那我永遠忘不了你
Today's the day, i pray that we make it through.
就在今天，我祈禱我們可以攜手度過難關

Make it through the fall
攜手度過種種沉浮
Make it through it all
攜手度過風雨險阻

And i don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
我不想讓過去化為碎片，我只想呆坐在這痴痴的望著你
I don't wanna talk about it
我什麼都不想說
And i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you.
我不要情人間的對白，我只想在你面前毫無保留的哭泣
I don't wanna talk about it, cuz' i'm in love with you.
我什麼都不想說，因為我是這樣愛著你

You're the only one, i'd be with till the end.
你是唯一，我相要牽手共度一生的人
When i come undone, you bring me back again.
當我失意，你讓我找到我自己

Back under the stars
重新得到眾星包圍的光芒
Back into your arms
重新回到你溫暖的臂膀

And i don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
我不想讓過去化為碎片，我只想呆坐在這痴痴的望著你
I don't wanna talk about it
我什麼都不想說
And i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you.
我不要情人間的對白，我只想在你面前毫無保留的哭泣
I don't wanna talk about it, cuz' i'm in love with you.
我什麼都不想說，因為我是這樣愛著你


Wanna know who you are.
我要知道，你到底是誰
Wanna know where to start.
我要知道，我們要從何處再開始
I wanna know what this means.
我要知道，這一切所代表的意義

Wanna know how you feel.
我要知道，你現在的感覺
Wanna know what is real.
我要知道，到底真實是什麼
I wanna know everything...everything.
我要知道，一切的一切

And i don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
我不想讓過去化為碎片，我只想呆坐在這痴痴的望著你
I don't wanna talk about it
我什麼都不想說
And i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you.
我不要情人間的對白，我只想在你面前毫無保留的哭泣
I don't wanna talk about it
我什麼都不想說
And i don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
我不想讓過去化為碎片，我只想呆坐在這痴痴的望著你
I don't wanna talk about it
我什麼都不想說
And i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry in front of you.
我不要情人間的對白，我只想在你面前毫無保留的哭泣
And I don't wanna talk about it, cuz' i'm in love with you...
我什麼都不想說，因為我是這樣愛著你
I'm in love with you, Cuz i'm in love with you..
我如此深愛著你，因為我就是此深愛著你
I'm in love with you....I'm in love with you...
我如此深愛著你

simpler

 今天無意中在YT上看到，

神奇寶貝金銀版遊戲中，如何利用遊戲漏洞(glitch)，在遊戲初期就得到所有3隻御三家。

這個漏洞在我小時候玩gameboy時就有發現，我用那個機制複製了一堆神奇寶貝，

但實際上只是想拿到神奇糖果。

在那個影片下面有個留言讓我會心一笑:

"This video takes me back to a time where life was much simpler"

"這影片帶我回到那段生活相對簡單的時光"

因為小時候要考慮的東西太少了，

只需要讀書跟玩就好，

長大就不一樣了。

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0j9AOEhzO8&ab_channel=pokemonmusicmaster

聲音 -> 行動

 那天從健身房運動回來

看到一台宣傳車，上面是候選人在演講

我沒注意聽他在說什麼

但他講得滿認真的

老實說

在這種鄉下地方

要用無黨籍的身分選上立委根本是不可能的事

但他還是很努力地把理念說出來

很敬佩他

人阿

找到想做的事

然後堅持下去

是一件很酷的事